Wednesday, April 16, 2008
It's just a tag..
I was a bit sideswiped today when I went to renew our car tags. I didn't know there is a limit to how long you can have your tag. They demand they be replaced every 5 years, you have to get a new tag. I have the tag from Kierra's car on my van. At first they said we just had to change Brian's. Then they said, oops, yours too. It may not seem like a big deal.. but I don't want a new tag. I do not want to remove her tag from my car. It physically hurts to think of taking it off. I know some of you won't understand. You don't have to. I bought the damn replacement tag because I had to. I have not put it on yet. I guess I am supposed to do it a.s.a.p. So shoot me. I will have to have Brian do it later. I can't stand the idea of not seeing it on my car anymore, it not being there. I know it's just a tag, but it was hers...
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it's just not a tag it's part of your life! I can't get rid of the letter she sent me, so how much of a difference is that? But, she is your daughter and know one can change how you feel.
Letting the little things like the tag go bring us face to face with a deep seated fear of forgetting. I know you'll never forget and I know it's hard to let go, put it near her. I hope that helps.
Funny how you blogged that on Mada's birthday...
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